I took a long weekend and the sun was out–FINALLY–but it was kind of a roller coaster of feelings: Saturday I cleaned up the yard and made cookies and did some sewing and it was lovely. Sunday we met friends at Red Butte for the bonsai show but then the day just felt long and empty and I missed my mom and how she would always make a big deal about Easter. Then on Monday I went to IKEA to get a new desk and everything about that was a struggle.

And now today I’m back at work (at the new desk, which finally got assembled) and the sun is out…so maybe the feelings will level out.