I haven’t felt very inspired or motivated in the sewing room but I’m working on a wearable test of the Closet Core Carolyn Pajamas. It just needs buttons and hems and it is very wearable, even elegant–and I want a life where I wear elegant blouses, not a life where work is a sinking ship and it’s hard to find a new job that sounds (and pays) acceptable and Toby relapsed right after we finished his medicine (he’s back on medicine again as of yesterday, it’s kicking in slowly) and I pace around the house feeling anxious.

Maybe I should go back to sewing fleeces for other people. At least then there wouldn’t be the disconnect between Life as I’m Dressing For It and Life as It Is.